if I’m anywhere around you, I can’t believe
I’ve got to push you away, to think, to breath
I look at your face, I try to inhale,
I try again and seem to fail.

I can’t even think of what I should do
the fact that we’re together seems untrue
you say “I love you”, I look into your eyes
I take a step back because my heart just flies.

I feel excited as he takes me by the waist
I can still remember how my heart raced
I can’t think of anything to way
as his lips come my way.

can’t do anything but stand still
as my dreams are fulfilled
I feel nothing but bliss
as we kiss.

he continues to hold me tight
now I can’t let him out my sight
this ecstasy I can’t control
as out emotions begin to unroll.

I don’t feel wrong, I feel completely right
as I continue to see him throughout the night
it’s like something that was meant to be
like a gift from the heavens, that was sent to me.

You will never know what I truly feel for you,
I keep my feeling hidden inside and locked away
Like a jewel locked away in a safe,
I try to keep it cool when you speak to me,
When in reality,
I get shaky and nervous,
with butterflies fluttering in my stomach,
You make me shudder when you ask me how was my day,
I can’t explain,
the way you smile,
It’s adorable the way your lips curve on the edges,
But today you told me you liked that girl in the other room,
It’s okay it didn’t bother me but the fact that you didn’t feel that way for me,
When you say my name,
In some way you make me feel like you notice me,
I barely know you,
I just know that your polite, funny and sweet,
It doesn’t matter if you like that other girl,
She’s moving pretty soon and then you will be
mine to keep……